i felt an explosion of emotions after reading a korean manhwa, Real Purple. its not really an incest sibling love as their parents remarried. only chapter one was released and am hoping for more. in addition, there is like 100+ over bookmarked manga which is totally impossible for me to read them all. what was i thinking then, bookmarking everything i fancy? oh well, looking forward to more of Real Purple. guess i'm gonna delete all my bookmarks, too tedious to finish all. however, incest relationship seem really popular among manga. looks like fun. haa, and no, i'm not crazy. i'm just in for the excitement and thrills.

just now watched a local television programme about a Home catering to mental illness people. it is pretty 心酸. every time i watched such programmes, i will also have an urge to volunteer myself. may be even be a teacher specializing in such a profession. it will be great if i can bring smiles to them. i think it will be much more fulfilling than other things.

when you're young, everything seems possible.

was watching The Duke this noon and their topic was "Is 30 the new 20?".
which brings me to another topic of mature guys. they have a certain charm and charisma that attracts me. but hopefully not overly egoistic or masochistic kind.

total put off.