16 & 17 March
primary 6 camp at ChongZheng Primary School. my very first batch of school kids.

really enjoyed myself. but one of the sad thing was when i read their "My Family Goal", one of them wrote, "I hope that my parents will stop quarreling everyday."

i love my kids no matter what. in my heart, they are the best. wish them all the best for their PSLE.

18 - 20 March
WORK!!!

22 March


watched Departures. damn tearjerker. mum and sis cried pretty bad. LOL. went for dinner and slacked at the Sky Park.

23 & 24 March
WORK!!!

interviewed at Science Center. rushed to training.

25 March


taught at Pasir Ris Secondary. at the hall, the teachers were with their respective classes. we saw this young (funky) teacher don in sneakers, jeans, and a loud green pullover. a total teriary student dress style. they were saying that the teachers will be in the class during the lecture. firstly, i have never done this before. secondly, no proper training FOR ME. in conclusion, i was thrown to the tigers. so basically, i prayed reeeeeally hard that i won't get the young teacher's class as it will be totally embarrassing and nerve-wrecking.

in the end, i did.

i was assigned to that very class but luckily he wasn't there. *PHEW* the class was pretty ok. gonna see them three more time. will do my utmost best. jia you!

26 March
Pasir Ris Crest Secondary.
a group of students that ruined the whole class.

therefore, worst class ...yet.

felt better after talking with the others. i wasn't alone. all the classes were as hellish as one another.

don't wish to comment and badmouth further so let's just end it here.

tml is considered my day off. come to think of it, i am holding two jobs. am trying my best to earn as much as possible because of a particular event.

so many things to be done at home. tidy, clean and other stuff.

12.03.09


met up with sinyee and kaihiong at Suki place for the buffet. in my opinion, it is more value for money compared to Sakae Sushi buffet. later headed down to the IT Show at suntec. not as packed as the previous time i went with the guys. that time could not even see any of the floor. utterly horrible. rushed down to bugis for a briefing on friday event. finally bought the photo album to store my Speech Day 2005 photos. it was a steal for just $3.90! just nice for 4R photo and capacity of about 200 photos. oh and its from Popular. the irony is that, i chose a cartoon cat cover as it was the cutest. had my dinner at 9pm. wasn't over starved as i ate quite a bit more during the buffet.

13.03.09


total rubber time.

i was late. supposedly meeting up with fellow coaches at the mrt first before heading to Fort Canning Park together. i wasn't very late nor the last to arrive. we had almost a 3 hour lunch break because of the muslims went to the mosque and it was raining. we ended up playing some group games. one of it was kinda of a beating game which i have now a very big combined bruise the shape of a hand print on my right thigh. asshole. i hope i left the same thing on his too.


after the event, i rushed yet again to boon lay mrt to meet up with yingqi. my sis got us the tickets for the 大嘴巴 campus concert at NTU. we got lost. two guys were giggling at us when they saw us approaching a directory. another gay assholes. fortunately, we met a guy going to the same concert too. so we tagged along. he asked too many questions and seemed sissy to me. but i did appreciate his help. the concert was great! chongqing was the host and he was hilariously good. it lasted about an hour and we went to JP for dinner. dined at Burger King. chit chat for another hour. both my feet were aching as we were required to wear pumps for it was a corporate event. screwed it.

i had fun.

my apologies to yingqi if i seemed tired because i really am exhausted as i was up since 6am.

happy 20th birthday, babe!

14.03.09


celebration for jieming and jon chan 20th. steamboat-ed. another fun time. some of them wanted to played Jubeat. i wasn't bad myself. my game developer friend is currently perfecting his Jubeat application for iPhone. totally cool. didn't manage to have any dessert as hongda was afraid the shop being too crowded. *rolls eyes*

reminiscence our secondary school days at the train back home. stupid hongda teased me about weekiat out of nowhere. what's up with that.

looking forward for a mahjong date next week.

i want to thank my dad for sending me to a primary school in Tampines tomorrow for a camp which we are expected to report at 7am - screw it, again. thus, i get another extra 30 minutes of sleep.

wake up call tomorrow, 5.30am.

i only miss waking up early morning and looking forward to seeing leon at school. such activity keeps me motivated, active and happy.

i felt an explosion of emotions after reading a korean manhwa, Real Purple. its not really an incest sibling love as their parents remarried. only chapter one was released and am hoping for more. in addition, there is like 100+ over bookmarked manga which is totally impossible for me to read them all. what was i thinking then, bookmarking everything i fancy? oh well, looking forward to more of Real Purple. guess i'm gonna delete all my bookmarks, too tedious to finish all. however, incest relationship seem really popular among manga. looks like fun. haa, and no, i'm not crazy. i'm just in for the excitement and thrills.

just now watched a local television programme about a Home catering to mental illness people. it is pretty 心酸. every time i watched such programmes, i will also have an urge to volunteer myself. may be even be a teacher specializing in such a profession. it will be great if i can bring smiles to them. i think it will be much more fulfilling than other things.

when you're young, everything seems possible.

was watching The Duke this noon and their topic was "Is 30 the new 20?".
which brings me to another topic of mature guys. they have a certain charm and charisma that attracts me. but hopefully not overly egoistic or masochistic kind.

total put off.

got three calls this morning. which is good. going for a briefing this thursday evening. this friday, next monday and tuesday tentatively booked.

feeling damn sleepy now. ironed my clothes and cooked lunch. so tiring. have to do the laundry later too. may be i should take a quick nap and tidy up my stuff before my schedule gets hectic.

two things i gotta plan fast.
one. jieming's birthday
two. date with fongeng and kasinah

i should really get into the sleep-early-wake-up-early thing.

life is just too short to be wasted aimlessly.

and so i speak.

ytd was great. class bbq was fun. pictures up at facebook. only zhenshun and i did all the preparation stuff and we shared the homemade "cup corn". he was overly enthu and added too much butter. i was only kidding when i suggested reusing the butter for the bbq later and he agreed. played with the dog. mahjong-ed. guys did most of the bbq-ing except for vincent. drank finished the vodka. the night ended with heavy rain. chingying took a cab back, vincent and i tagged along. thanks big bell!!! it really cut down my travelling time.

today was... complicated.

skipped lunch. ate only 3 muffins.

headed to bugis for an interview. sis accompanied me. met her friends and rushed to suntec city. waited for jieming. went the career and education 2009. nothing much there. guess i'm the non-target audience. listened to a seminar which i dozed off for awhile. crapped with him on the train home. back home, there was an electricity surge. even the bus stop lights went out. when dad lighted the second candle, the lights went back.

some thing happened. was it his voice that made me go ga-ga all over again? or was it just nothing ...?

i believe that i have moved on.
so... good bye, Past.

it was brought to my attention that the weather has been havoc! hot and sunny during the day and pouring showers at the night. hopes Gaia gets better.

this week is hectic! and i'm on halfway through it.

went out with yingqi on monday. relived our tuition days memories, roamed around IMM. headed home to make jellies for tuesday's picnic.

the picnic at Hort Park wasn't really foiled. we did have fun and had our picnic too but not exactly as planned. the photos taken was fab! the after rain effect on the plants were great. the downside was that, we were being feasted on by the mosquitoes. had a proper meal at vivo caused i was seriously starving.

wednesday was my 'off' day. watched Marley & Me, and cried. plus, i did a proper design for my blog. still learning the wonders of XTML. before than was the photoshop brushes crap, won't bother explaining here. it is far too lame. however, i was pretty proud that i took less than 2 hours to come up with my main image - headphone girl (btw, not illustrated by me). i was just doodling, mix and matching stuff till my inspiration came - the pointy tree with hanging pictures and heart sticks. the whole black & white was just a random put together which turned out pretty dope.

i am supposed to be in bed at 2330hr but here i am, blogging.

so clueless as how to celebrate jieming's birthday. yanxi isn't much of a help either, he was better off emo-ing at the stupidest things. though he did suggested some thing. brandon probably still at his chalet. jieming wasn't keen on going 3 monkey club either, oh it should be cafe and not club. *AH!!!*

my mosquito bites are starting to itch real badly.

guess it's time to recharge.

poly unofficially ended.
overwhelmed with mixed emotions.

i have no idea on what i am going to do after graduation or as a career choice. i am also not particularly interested to discuss about my future. i detest the feeling of hanging onto a line. and all this comes with an irony which i am not going to explore further.

for now, i will just enjoy myself to the fullest. life is just so like ...life.

i choose to live my life happily and not be chained down by the seven deadly sins. others can do what they deem, and whatever they do shall not affect me too adversely. for i live for myself.

pretty literature-ish. i like literature. i score well for it therefore i like it. another irony.

sis says i should go into the creative line. i do like the sounds of it. but am i really cut off for it? i mean i can survive on it as a hobby, however, as my rice bowl - unpredictable. the third irony.

everyone is affected by the economy crisis one way or another. i am doing my part to support myself even though i can't deny the fact that i am still financially dependent on my parents. did i smell yet another irony there? and it got me thinking. i studied so much on eCommerce and eBusiness stuff, so why can't i make use of that. that's another irony for you.

talking about further studies. i realised that our educational institute building structures fail in comparison to this (below picture):


i do love to study and stay there.

this is beyond "going retro". it is living the life.

for me at least.

perhaps at there, i will meet some aristocrats and marry him, start a family and live the life.

i was telling my gbtg's babes that i want to date some mafia's son. takeover the family business, work behind the scenes as its still a man society rule. ...guess i should stop watching those mafia shows, or maybe start practicing kung fu for protection.

2009 will be an eventful year.

looking forward.