poly unofficially ended.
overwhelmed with mixed emotions.

i have no idea on what i am going to do after graduation or as a career choice. i am also not particularly interested to discuss about my future. i detest the feeling of hanging onto a line. and all this comes with an irony which i am not going to explore further.

for now, i will just enjoy myself to the fullest. life is just so like ...life.

i choose to live my life happily and not be chained down by the seven deadly sins. others can do what they deem, and whatever they do shall not affect me too adversely. for i live for myself.

pretty literature-ish. i like literature. i score well for it therefore i like it. another irony.

sis says i should go into the creative line. i do like the sounds of it. but am i really cut off for it? i mean i can survive on it as a hobby, however, as my rice bowl - unpredictable. the third irony.

everyone is affected by the economy crisis one way or another. i am doing my part to support myself even though i can't deny the fact that i am still financially dependent on my parents. did i smell yet another irony there? and it got me thinking. i studied so much on eCommerce and eBusiness stuff, so why can't i make use of that. that's another irony for you.

talking about further studies. i realised that our educational institute building structures fail in comparison to this (below picture):


i do love to study and stay there.

this is beyond "going retro". it is living the life.

for me at least.

perhaps at there, i will meet some aristocrats and marry him, start a family and live the life.

i was telling my gbtg's babes that i want to date some mafia's son. takeover the family business, work behind the scenes as its still a man society rule. ...guess i should stop watching those mafia shows, or maybe start practicing kung fu for protection.

2009 will be an eventful year.

looking forward.