ytd was great. class bbq was fun. pictures up at facebook. only zhenshun and i did all the preparation stuff and we shared the homemade "cup corn". he was overly enthu and added too much butter. i was only kidding when i suggested reusing the butter for the bbq later and he agreed. played with the dog. mahjong-ed. guys did most of the bbq-ing except for vincent. drank finished the vodka. the night ended with heavy rain. chingying took a cab back, vincent and i tagged along. thanks big bell!!! it really cut down my travelling time.

today was... complicated.

skipped lunch. ate only 3 muffins.

headed to bugis for an interview. sis accompanied me. met her friends and rushed to suntec city. waited for jieming. went the career and education 2009. nothing much there. guess i'm the non-target audience. listened to a seminar which i dozed off for awhile. crapped with him on the train home. back home, there was an electricity surge. even the bus stop lights went out. when dad lighted the second candle, the lights went back.

some thing happened. was it his voice that made me go ga-ga all over again? or was it just nothing ...?

i believe that i have moved on.
so... good bye, Past.

poly unofficially ended.
overwhelmed with mixed emotions.

i have no idea on what i am going to do after graduation or as a career choice. i am also not particularly interested to discuss about my future. i detest the feeling of hanging onto a line. and all this comes with an irony which i am not going to explore further.

for now, i will just enjoy myself to the fullest. life is just so like ...life.

i choose to live my life happily and not be chained down by the seven deadly sins. others can do what they deem, and whatever they do shall not affect me too adversely. for i live for myself.

pretty literature-ish. i like literature. i score well for it therefore i like it. another irony.

sis says i should go into the creative line. i do like the sounds of it. but am i really cut off for it? i mean i can survive on it as a hobby, however, as my rice bowl - unpredictable. the third irony.

everyone is affected by the economy crisis one way or another. i am doing my part to support myself even though i can't deny the fact that i am still financially dependent on my parents. did i smell yet another irony there? and it got me thinking. i studied so much on eCommerce and eBusiness stuff, so why can't i make use of that. that's another irony for you.

talking about further studies. i realised that our educational institute building structures fail in comparison to this (below picture):


i do love to study and stay there.

this is beyond "going retro". it is living the life.

for me at least.

perhaps at there, i will meet some aristocrats and marry him, start a family and live the life.

i was telling my gbtg's babes that i want to date some mafia's son. takeover the family business, work behind the scenes as its still a man society rule. ...guess i should stop watching those mafia shows, or maybe start practicing kung fu for protection.

2009 will be an eventful year.

looking forward.